I just returned home from watching the debate (and having a beer afterwards) to discover an email from a pilot friend of mine. She told me that an airplane identical to the one I co-own -- a Sky Arrow, a rare, very light Italian import (which you can see to the right) -- had crashed into the ocean over the Malibu pier at about 5:15pm on Tuesday.
I wanted to post this for any of you who might hear that the airplane I fly was in a crash at the airport I fly out of. It wasn't our airplane, and I wasn't one of the pilots.
But I know the pilot of the aircraft very well. I do not believe I know the passenger. The cause of the crash at this time remains unknown, but both aboard were airlifted to UCLA medical center with "severe head trauma."
That's the horrible news.
The good news comes from an email update I received from fellow pilots. Perhaps initial reports were somewhat overstated. My friend, the accident pilot, has been moved from the emergency room into ICU, is conscious, and at last report does not require surgery. The passenger is said to be in slightly better condition, and was also conscious. That would be a tremendous relief. The airplane is a total loss, but that's just a piece of plastic and aluminum...
Fast action on the part of two ordinary people undoubtedly saved both of their lives. We can also credit the world's best trauma treatment, because both of them got to top-flight medical care within the "Golden Hour," and if the latest I received is true, it looks like both will survive.
I'm embarrassed to print my final thought, but it might give you some insight on how the pilot's mind works upon hearing such news. My first thought is the hope that my friend isn't at fault in any way. My second thought -- and I am ashamed to admit it -- is that on some level I hope he was. There's nothing you can do about some freak accident, the kind of thing where you find yourself standing before the Pearly Gates, and St. Peter pats you on the back and says, "Tough break, kid."
But what I secretly hope for is something that I can point to and say, "Ah, see? I never would have done that." That hope brings my fate back under my own control. The first hope outweighs the second by a wide margin, but deep down inside I want to see something that would tell me this would not have happened to me, because I am a very conservative pilot and I have recoiled in horror watching other people (not this guy) take risks I would never take. My hope is that will let me achieve my lifelong goal of dying as The World's Oldest (Not Boldest) Pilot.
We'll know more soon. The only thing that matters is that these guys get to go home to the lives that they led before they took off. All the rest of it is speculation. I'll update this when I know more, but my main thought was that I didn't want anyone to worry. I want to find out exactly what happened so that I can make sure that this particular gremlin -- whatever it was -- does not bite my precious hide.
But even after seeing something that hits about a close as it can -- my friend, in an identical airplane, at my home airport -- not for an instant did I ever have even the most fleeting thought of hanging this up.
I live up there, you see. When I'm down here I'm just visiting y'all.
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FWIW, Bill, (and I realize you're of a different "stripe" than I), your friend and passenger will be in my thoughts and prayers to a speedy, complete recovery.
And the honesty about the first and second thoughts is merely another of the many reasons I, a non-pilot, get so much out of your musings...
Just FWIW...
Posted by: Paul A. | October 8, 2008 12:27 AM
Just a minor fact correction. Your friend got the SECOND-best trauma care in the world. My wife and her team give the best trauma care in the world, here in Tennessee.
Good luck to your friend. (Is it okay to wish pilot's good luck? Or is it like the theater, where the best wish is "break a leg?")
Best wishes, anyhow, whatever they are.
Lamont
Posted by: Lamont Cranston | October 8, 2008 7:27 AM
Actually, Lamont, I was referring to AMERICAN trauma care, in which case we both get bragging rights.
But surely the Shadow knows that...
Posted by: Bill Whittle | October 8, 2008 8:34 AM
Hello Bill,
I was trolling zbrush community and clicked to your blog. Awesome essays -- I just burned 2 hours in the middle of the day!!! Saw Pajama TV. Will send the link to my 16 yr old conservative son, who will also double-over laughing. Our prayers for your friend.
Steve Brown
Texas
Posted by: Stephen Brown - Dallas TX | October 8, 2008 9:06 AM
Bill,
Strange (okay, not really), but after I went: "Okay-alive is good!" my very next thought was "Man, I hope it was pilot-error."
Not strange because, at the end of the day, I'm a complete motorhead and automatically recognize that parts are built in 'lots'.
If Otto's Valkyrie suddenly has a part experience catastrophic-failure, that part then becomes suspect on my Valk, too.
And it is the same plane as yours.
(translation: "It's okay to probe for details as soon as is practicable - she should understand and even be more open with you than someone else")
And I'd rather feel the warm comfort of knowing that the biggest variable is your even-handed skill.
- MuscleDaddy
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P.S. - I get that other part too. I've wrecked 'bad' a couple of times (so has my Dad) - but never condsider giving up bikes.
How could we, when it's the only time we really get to breathe?
Posted by: MuscleDaddy | October 8, 2008 9:15 AM
Hi Bill,
Your last sentence, there, is the best description for a pilot that I have seen - homesick angel, indeed!
Posted by: David Williamson | October 8, 2008 9:24 AM
That's why they want to end general aviation, motorcycling,.... Hell, these control-freaks want to do away with the personal automobile (at least for the masses; the elites will have chauffeur-driven limos) and get everyone into mass transit to save the drowning polar bears.
These are the people who screwed up our financial system, and have been rewarded with the mandate to fix it, while we sit and beg for table scraps.
Posted by: The Monster | October 8, 2008 10:35 AM
I think I heard about this peripherally, but not being a propeller-head, I didn't make the connection to you or your plane. Glad to hear you (and your friend!) are OK, Bill.
Posted by: hindmost | October 8, 2008 11:14 AM
Looks like someone started a Facebook Fan page for ya too, Bill...
Posted by: hindmost | October 8, 2008 4:59 PM
"The Right Stuff".
All pilots have it... until they don't.
Great book AND movie, but anyone who has not should read the book, most definitely -- The movie is good, but it doesn't really go into the meaning of the title like the book does.
And, as the old saw goes -- "any landing you walk away from is a good one".
And for your friend, "any landing you don't push up the daisies as result of, isn't a bad one."
Posted by: Obloodyhell | October 8, 2008 11:08 PM
> I live up there, you see. When I'm down here I'm just visiting y'all.
Anyone else see Iron Man?
I ***WANT*** one of those suits.
(The biggest mistake in that movie was that he supposedly had trouble outmaneuvering those fighter pilots.)
Posted by: Obloodyhell | October 8, 2008 11:11 PM
Yikes! Glad to hear that your friend (and his) will live to fly another day. Three cheers for modern medicine indeed.
As I seem to recall you pointed out in an essay once, the unstated companion to "I never would have done that" is "Now I'll know never to do that". Best to learn from the mistakes of others whenever possible, and avoid repeating them.
Anyhow, most importantly, I hope those involved are truly OK and will be on the mend soon...!
Posted by: an unrepentant kulak | October 8, 2008 11:18 PM
So glad to hear that your friend will be ok. Like OBH above, I thought of "The Right Stuff" when I read your post. It isn't within the nature of pilots to dwell on the inherent danger of suspending yourself thousands of feet in the air, dependent on the technology and efforts of others. Personally, I love being up there; the smaller the craft, the more fun it is. Nothing beats the tickle in your stomach when you catch a sudden thermal.
Posted by: Marineair | October 9, 2008 10:19 AM
Even Instant Zen can go from celebration to devastation in 0.1 still, everybody should have that in some form. I sent some prayers for your freind "Up There".
Posted by: Judy Jawa | October 9, 2008 9:17 PM
As a fellow pilot, I share you feelings, and express wishes for your friend's speedy recovery. I also hope he 'gets back on the horse' as soon as his condition permits - we have too few pilots out there already. As for me, I'd prefer to believe that the mishap was caused by Just One Of Those Things. The idea that a competent pilot didn't prevent something that was preventable is pretty distressing. YMMV. If you haven't read Ernest Gann's _Fate Is The Hunter_ definitely do so; in addition to being a fascinating look and the 'childhood and adolescence' of commercial flight, the man writes like a poet - definitely worthwhile.
Posted by: larry R | October 13, 2008 6:23 AM
Bill,
Here's hoping that your friend and his copilot pull through OK.
Also, don't feel too guilty about hoping that he made some mistake. Someone may have previously mentioned this, but it's a documented phenomenon in American culture. News articles written about victims of crime often focus on the mistakes the victim made. Sometimes this may be a little harsh, but it goes along with out deep rooted belief of personal responsibility.
Regardless of the reason, though, I'm glad that they both survived.
Posted by: Blake | October 13, 2008 11:40 AM
Bill,
Thoughts and prayers for your friend and his passenger. I'm just finishing up reading a book about Wiley Post. The rules we fly by are written in the blood of those who have made mistakes before us. Also, I subscribe to the philosophy of those that have and those that will. This keeps me honest in the cockpit by reminding me that better men than I have tried and failed.
Posted by: HBW | October 14, 2008 8:07 AM
I have been unplugged from the interweb lately so I missed the news. But I am grateful you were not the pilot. If learning from our mistakes is what works best with humans -- and it appears that it certainly is the most efficient way for us to learn, except for the dead people part -- then we just need a dependable scribe on all aircraft. What I wish is that safety and security product makers would not charge so much up front. I understand why they do it, but startling first buy prices are a natural market muffler.
Thank goodness the pilot and passenger will be ok. Soon enough they'll get themselves some more plastic and aluminum and be up there with you again.
I remember the time I did a para-sail and never forgot the most profound lesson of it: the peaceful quiet of the sky, far above the din. I cannot blame you for considering the firmament your castle.
Posted by: alexa | October 17, 2008 10:53 AM
If you are concerned over socialist traits in a candidate, you should be VERY concerned over this comment:
A few weeks before she was nominated for Vice-President, she told a visiting journalist—Philip Gourevitch, “we’re set up, unlike other states in the union, where it’s collectively Alaskans own the resources. So we share in the wealth when the development of these resources occurs.”
As you know, the term "collectivism" is straight out of Marxist philosophy. Does this make Sarah Palin a Marxist? By your description of Obama, I would say yes, Sarah Palin is a Marxist.
She is taking the hard-earned profits of the Oil Companies and redistributing them to the population of Alaska, regardless of the amount of taxes those individuals have paid. Additionally, the "windfall" profits placed on the oil production is passed onto consumers in other states and should be seen as an illegal levy placed upon consumers outside of the state of Alaska.
Posted by: John | October 27, 2008 9:01 AM